Redifinin Beauty

Mi see a yute yesterday and thing and him a pree mi rite and d first thing that cum to my mind was Jah know dah boy ya cuuuute ehhh....yes mi turn him down and ting 4 other reasons....even tho he seemed like a nice guy but w/e......fi d whole day inna my head mi a say yea d yute cute...den mi and mi long time fren dem a tlk and well it came up and mi him say d yute well cuute den him ask him a browning dnt....mi say no man him black and ting him say a lie yuh a tell rite??? Afta d convo ended mi start pree tings and mi nah tell nuh lie......mi use to believe say brown ppl wid pretty hair were more desirable dan dem negro head counter-parts yea mi did wah have up d pretty hair pikney and ting.......
But now mi realize say mi idea a beauty like it really change....cah wen mi pree it d yute nuh have none a d tings dem i once luked for...so called 'pretty' hair......negi....'brownin'....neggi....Him black same nappy head as fimmi low cut maga body and ting i mean wen yuh put him down on paper him nuh soun proper but yuh wudda affi c him....but d point Im making is this my idea of beauty well it change and i believe for the better....doh get mi wrong mi nah say brown skin and ting nuh pretty....wah mi a say is dis complexion nuh have ntn fi duh wid it hair neither......unless yuh a bleach den yuh luks jus fukd up yuh zeem,,,,no yuh nuh handsum mi doubt bleachaz even human lmao...........
D worste part it mi eva a complain say guys overlook my beauty tru mi nuh brown wid pretty hair and tingwen truth is.....they do....BUT mi duh d same thing too......but den agen d brownin dem seem to me more appreciative of my beauty suh......
Hanyways ultimate points are 1. KARTEL LOW D BLEACHING CREAM!!! A NOW YUH LUK LIKE A A BIG OLE SKETAL -TUFF BAK- CHIP UP -FOOTBACK -STAY BAD-DENT UP-SCRATCH UP-RITE OFF-GAL!!!!!
2. People gi d black race a fitin chance cah mi kno say a whole heap a unnuh out deh rather d brown skin preety hair ppl dem and ting and mi nuh blame yuh cus a dat d society embed inna wi head frm wi young....How many a unnuh hear sum small child mother a smile and a say who Jaquain only like brown woman him like............. and a luk well pleased wid har son?? Dont lie unnuh c it i mean him mite nuh name Jaquain lol....but i mean cum on!!! lol Honestly a suh wi elders teach a suh wi socialize wi cah help it.....but wi need fi fi cum outta dem school a thoughts deh and cus untill wi do wi jus a belittle and tear down each other and it nuh feel gud trust mi.....Cah wen mi get bypassed fi a brownin it hot mi nah tell nuh lie stilz.......jah kno how wi suh raas racist inna jamaica? weh full up a soo much baxside blackenins lol chu.....sigh mi kinda 4got wat was d point of this but mi nuh kno werk wi it dwl